It’s good to be back on the right track. I am so dizzy with those mixed energy without synergy. People are really so hard to understand these days.
Pusing ya baca quotesnya orang-orang. Katanya gapai mimpimu, jangan gapai mimpi orang tuamu. Hhh…mereka sih nggak ngerti orang tua saya. They are the kind of parents who really hard to understand. They want me to get married, but they don’t want me to marry the one I want. They want me earn money, but they don’t let me out from this city. Dan masih banyak lagi.
Masih lebih ngebingungin lagi orang-orang yang dulu saya kagumi. I adore them because of their personality and their character. Tapi belakangan saya tau how they treat other people is not any better than anyone else yang nggak saya kagumi. They changed into someone I don’t even understand how possible the think of that way. They don’t want me to go, but the take me for granted for the company.
Dan yang paling saya nggak ngerti adalah saya nggak paham why I still stand for these people. Rasanya dari sekian banyak orang yang nggak saya pahami, saya paling nggak tau diri saya sendiri.